This is my earthly father. Ten years ago, he was diagnosed with an extremely rare blood disorder, with no cure. Over the past decade, I’ve seen this strong, man (who was in the prime of his life when diagnosed) wither away into a pool of pain. Because of his condition, he has severe liver scarring, always feeling nauseous, spurs in his ankles, hip cysts and a frayed shoulder tendon. He has developed acute arthritis in his ankles, knees, hips and hands. This has prevented him from making music, horse riding and in the past year, he’s had to give up bike riding; Basically all that he loves and is passionate about, he’s had to stop doing.
He has the bones of a 65 year old.
It’s his 49th birthday today (27th February). When he was first diagnosed, the doctors told him that they’d get him to 50. After that… Life is on a tightrope.
The catch is, my Dad doesn’t know Jesus. He was once searching for Him, but gave up, and slipped right away. He needs the Lord, possibly more than ever before. He doesn’t respond to the gospel being preached and shared. He’s heard it so many times before. He appreciates people living what they preach, and rarely leaves room for error, which is impossible sometimes (for we all fail).
Through this, I’m asking people to join with me in prayer for him. Pray for his salvation, dear reader. Pray that he’ll soften his heart to the Lord and His perfect ways. I love this man more than he could ever realise. His time is running out.
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I posted this nine months ago to raise awareness of my father’s declining health, and his condition. Tomorrow, he will be going into surgery.
A year and a half ago, he went to visit his best friend in England, right when the Volcanic ash began to spread. His trip was significantly prolonged. Dad has always been a keen bike rider, and his best friend’s son (Worsel) suggested that they went on a ride together. Dad was hesitant. He had to give up bike riding a year prior to this because he was putting too much pressure and strain on his liver, and his arthritis was too bad. But—for the sake of something he passionately loves doing, he agreed to.
He clipped his feet into the pedals, and away they went.
Things were going fine until Worsel decided that he wanted to race. Dad is highly competitive, and will never back down in the name of his pride. As they went round a bend on the narrow roads of North England, Dad crashed.
Nothing seemed to be damaged, except Dad’s pride. But over the next few days, his ankle was in absolute agony. To make the matter worse, he went on a long hike with his best friend. He retells that he could barely move, and thought he had broken it.
My Dad’s a fighter. He has complained only half a dozen times since he was diagnosed. After six months of constant agony, he decided to get his ankle checked out.
As it turns out, his ankle had basically disintegrated, the cartilage had been worn away, and what was left of it was slush. His joints were basically grinding on top of one another with no padding. The doctors assessed his options, and only a month ago, they came up with the idea of a very high-tech solution.
Tomorrow, they are to open his ankle up, and scrape away the “rotten” cartilage. Whatever is left that is usable, they will take away to a lab in Sydney, and try to grow it for six weeks in a test tube. They will leave Dad with a little bit of root cartilage left, so his body might naturally grow some too.
After six weeks, they reopen his ankle, and put the cartilage back in. They will also do his hip replacement that he has so needed for five years.
I know this probably seems like nothing. But it makes my heart absolutely ache. Dad is frail. A lot more frail than he makes out. This could either work, or fail miserably.
Please pray, dear reader. This man needs to be healed. Most of all, he needs Jesus. More than anything, he just needs Jesus.
To win the war against fear, we must know the true God as He is revealed in the Bible. He works to give us lasting peace. He receives joy, not from condemning us but in rescuing us from the devil. Yes, the Lord will bring conviction to our hearts concerning sin, but it is so He can deliver us from sin’s power and consequences. In its place, the Lord works to establish healing, forgiveness and peace.
“I’d rather have no arms and no legs temporarily here on earth and be able to reach someone else with Jesus Christ and spend eternity with them there.”
Then Peter began to speak: “I now realise how true it is that God does not show favouritism but accepts men from every nation who fear him and do what is right. You know the message God sent to the people of Israel, telling the good news of peace through Jesus Christ, who is Lord of all. You know what has happened throughout Judea, beginning in Galilee after the baptism that John preached— how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and power, and how he went around doing good and healing all who were under the power of the devil, because God was with him.
- Acts 10:34-38
If I am to trust that God is preparing me to become a healer and carer and a worker on His mission field, I need to trust that He has the power to heal through me, and to break the bonds of the lost and the mentally ill, and to help them find true freedom in His Son. I don’t trust in that enough. It is my weakness now, and He has spoken to me powerfully this morning. As a follower of Christ and because of His Sacrifice, I have the Great Counsellor living within me. I am anointed with the Holy Spirit, and I can speak and heal, if that is His will for me, in the power of His Name. It may not be instantaneous healing, and it may not look like what the world thinks a miracle looks like. It may take years of counselling, and perhaps medication, and perhaps the world will dismiss it simply as psychological treatment and nothing more. But if it is God’s will, we will see people - men, women and children - set free from their torment and embraced by His love.
Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.
- Matthew 28:18-20
Father, forgive me for my doubt. Spirit, fire of God, burn in me. Place all my dependence on Your healing power, Your love. If I am to be a worker in the places that You have placed on my heart, and to reach out to those that You’ve placed on my heart, then in the next few years as I train to go, cultivate in me a trust in Your ability and Your willingness to heal. Help me to see what the Cross has set us free from. Spread the hope that we have to all people through me. Do not forget about the mentally ill, Father. I trust that You can bring freedom despite my own mental illness. Stretch my faith now, so that I trust that You can bring freedom despite others’ mental illnesses as well. I pray these things in the powerful Name of Christ, Amen.
Almost like a broken bone that needs to be reset, God breaks us where we need to be broken. He fractures the pride and lust and anger in our lives, but He does it to remodel us into His image. And once we heal, we end up stronger than we were to begin with.
Mark Batterson, In a Pit with a Lion on a Snowy Day
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I feel this is so truthful for me. The thought of not being able to spend as much time with Don over the next eight months or so, loving him by giving him space to do his thesis, gives me chills at times. I know that those of you who are in long-distance relationships (Mame and Dad, you included!) will think I’m pathetic, since we’ll still be in the same city. But inside my heart I have been harbouring this fear of being alone, this loneliness, this insecurity. I really feel like this is a time to reset that. I want this time and space! I want the chance to refresh my knowledge of God’s love for me; to taste and see that the Lord is good. I want to be a shining ray of God’s love for people at the end of all this, not distracted by fears of abandonment and temptation to fill His place in my heart with Donald or people. I want to reach out and know that He is all I need. I want to find security. I want to be Your daughter again. Lord of heaven and earth, fill my life again.